It’s time to write a positive post. It has been five months since a breakup, three weeks since a loss of a baby and way too long since I’ve been happy. I could sit here and feel sorry for myself but I have this overwhelming feeling of being grateful. I have a support system who was there for my through the absolute worst time in my life.
I made it through the pain and in light of spring I am so ready to let the light shine. The greatest part is that I don’t need or want a man in order to do it. My latest goal is to save for a house and own it without a man. I’m thinking about going to go back to school. I am going to enjoy my life, every minute of It. If a man comes along then even better, but I have everything I need. I have the motivation to advance my degree that I should have gotten a long time ago. I have friends that make me laugh and smile. I have a car that I sing my heart out in.
My disease will try to get in the way, along with many other obstacles. There is nothing that will stop me because I am doing it for Ella, and for myself. I will continue to scream, laugh, love and not let anyone or anything get in my way. I hope all of my readers have the motivation and self love to do the same.