The world I wanted you to know 

I wanted you to know how it feels to dance outside while the sun hits your skin and you can feel the music and hear the laughter of other people around you 

I wanted you to know what it feels like to run as fast as you can to catch up with your friends 

I wanted you to know what it’s like to drive your first car, with your hand on the wheel and the windows down with music blasting 

I wanted you to know what it’s like to fall in love and feel butterflies when you look into someone’s eyes 

I wanted you to play cards with family and meet your grandparents. To feel the warmth in the room when you are surrounded by people who love you 

I wanted you to know the exhilarating felling of getting an A on a paper when you worked so hard to achieve it 

I wanted you to know what it’s like to sit in the misty grass with a good book while you drift off into someone else’s perception of the world 

I wanted you to know how it feels to drink your first refreshing lemonade in the beginning of summer without a care in the world 

Most importantly I wanted you to know how much you are loved. That I never wanted you to feel an ounce of pain. In life there is enough pain to go around but there is also love everywhere. I wouldn’t want life to be any harder than it already is. Although I know we would have found a way, because its in our blood. Strength and passion is how I live and what I would have taught you. I am grateful to have had you for four months. I wanted you to know what it’s like to live a life full of happiness